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Walking to Aldebaran

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Walking to Aldebaran was an entirely odd reading experience, equal parts exciting and exasperating, but I suspect that is exactly what Adrian Tchaikovsky was going for. This is the story of a stranded astronaut, lost and alone in an alien landscape, who is certainly struggling . . . and who may even be going crazy.

The thing is, we feel for Gary. We share his horror, his frustration, his helplessness, and his sense of desperate awe. Normally I would be bothered by the lack of wonder and awe in a story of first contact, but Gary is well beyond that by the time we meet him. He's seen it all, done it all, and is done with it all. After wandering the multidimensional corridors of an alien artifact for so long, running into alien species with whom he has no way to communicate, wondering if any of his fellow astronauts are still alive, he's so very tired.

I thought this was perfectly structured and (almost) perfectly executed. The slow reveal of the backstory - who Gary is, how he got there, what happened to his team, how we learned about the aliens - is all the more effective because we have to wait for it and work or it. While Gary is often exasperating as a narrator and frustrating as a character, I don't know that we can reasonably expect much more of him by this point in his ordeal. It's a dark story, largely hopeless and depressing, but his self-deprecating humor keeps it going. That said, it is a very slow tale, and I spent a lot of time wondering whether it had a point, or whether we'd just end up stuck in some sort of narrative loop.

That brings me to the climax and its twist. I guess we should have seen it coming, and looking back it's clear that Tchaikovsky was always leading up to it, but I still thought it was a nice bit of Twilight Zone horror with which to end the long Walk[ing] to Aldebaran.

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Gary Rendell is living the dream. One of a handpicked international team of astronauts on board the Quixote, he’s been sent out to the very edge of the solar system to investigate a strange, gravity-defying structure known variously as the Artefact or the Frog God, due to the gaping holes in its surface that suggest eyes and a mouth. There’s no doubt that this object has been constructed by intelligent beings, but what is it? Gary and his team are there to find out. But when we meet Gary, some time after their expedition sets out into the Artefact, dream has become nightmare. He’s alone, desperate, driven half-mad by the psychological tricks of this alien labyrinth. As he fumbles his way through the darkness, he becomes aware of something scratching at the edge of his mind; something calling him; luring him. But Gary Rendell is in no mood to be lured. He’s been through hell and back; these endless corridors have changed him, and all he wants is to get home. But, when we’d experienced so much, is it ever possible to go home? There’s certainly a monster in this dark esoteric maze; but is Gary its victim?


I haven’t read Adrian Tchaikovsky before, although I’ve been tempted at various points by both his fantasy and his sci-fi. This novella seemed like a good place to start and I thoroughly enjoyed its mixture of old-school adventure and psychological thriller. If asked to describe it in one phrase, I’d probably say it feels like 2001: A Space Odyssey meets Beowulf. Make of that what you will. Tchaikovsky starts us off with a familiar concept: the doughty international team ready to go where no man has been before, courageously stepping forth into the hallowed passages of some unidentifiable alien thing in order to increase the sum of human knowledge. Tchaikovsky plays with the cliches of the genre. Obviously, in such a situation, there will be monsters lurking in the shadows. The team will gamely push on, and expendable characters will be lost; but our hero will somehow survive in the depths and become clued in to the vast meaning of this extraterrestrial object. All well and good. Except that this theory relies on the fact that the object is somehow there for humans to understand. It relies on us being the intended recipients of its wisdom. It relies on the human brain being able to grasp what it encounters. And, as Gary Rendell is about to find out, that ain’t necessarily so.

Gary Rendell comes from Stevenage and, quite frankly, wouldn’t have signed up if he’d known what the mission would have in store. He’s walked for weeks or months – who knows how long? – in a place where there is no sense of time passing. He passes through pockets of unusual atmospheres or strange gravity. He has encountered alien travellers, like himself, trudging along corridors or, occasionally, lying dead within them. Gary has learned to eat where he can, and to fight back against the strange denizens of the Crypts, as he’s come to call this eternal labyrinth. His mission – or pilgrimage – has honed him in ways he can’t fully understand, but he discovers that he has somehow transcended what it means to be human, in strength and ferocity. He can slay horrific predators with his bare hands, but is still British enough to feel just that little bit awkward:

"I’ve utterly disembowelled it… I am victorious. I am savage. I beat my chest and howl like an animal. After that, listening to the echoes of my whooping bounce back to me from the walls of the Crypt, I have the grace to feel somewhat embarrassed. I am British, after all, and I feel my behaviour may have crossed some subtle line of etiquette Let us never mention this again, Toto."

Toto – that’s us. We are the silent listener inside Gary’s head: his sole companion as he trudges deeper into the Crypts. And we are the witness to the fact that all is not quite right with Gary. As he passes through the Crypts, surviving the creatures which killed his colleagues, fighting against hostile environments, his body forming and reforming in a kind of accelerated evolution, he risks leaving behind all that makes him human. Certainly, there may be monsters in the depths. But what if we’re the monster?

Playful, ironic and yet deeply unsettling, this is a claustrophobic vision of man meeting other intelligent beings, in a way that he can’t control, can’t comprehend and can’t endure. It undermines the human-centred nature of so much science-fiction, but also turns sci-fi into a psychologically-scrambled tale of terror. It’s a quest with an end, an answer, that we almost can’t bear to contemplate. And it’s both clever and compelling. Based on this, I’ll be seeking out the rest of Tchaikovksy’s works very soon.

For the review, please see my blog:
https://theidlewoman.net/2019/05/14/walking-to-aldebaran-adrian-tchaikovsky/

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This is dark and quirky scifi noir as astronaut Garry Rendell finds himself lost in an alien labyrinth. Part of a combined nations space mission to explore an artifact discovered in the Oort cloud beyond Pluto, Rendell, separated from the rest of the exploration team, recounts his wanderings through the never-ending tunnels, and his encounters with fellow wanderers. Although he has maintained his sense of humour, the experience has clearly transformed him.

Original and imaginative with a twist of horror twist. Recommended for those who like their SF served with a bit of black comedy!

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I got an E-ARC of this book from the publisher, via the good people at Netgalley in an exchange for an honest review. #netgalley #WalkingToAldebaran

Walking to Aldebaran is a brand new scifi/horror novella from Adrian Tchaikovsky, the author of the brilliant Children of Time (which I absolutely loved!).

Walking to Aldebaran is about the astronaut Gary Rendell who is literally lost in space. In the future a huge artifact is discovered floating about in the Oort cloud on the other side of Pluto and of course, humans being humans, a mission is sent to explore and see if this is something of use to us. The artifact, called the Crypts, turns out to be some kind of astronomically huge maze with endless tunnels and chambers and entrances opening in other solar systems and of course, more or less immediately after Gary and his colleagues enter this thing, everything goes ad undas.

This novella is sort of the love child of Rendezvous with Rama, Cube and Lexx and very entertaining and I recommend it to anyone who loves their scifi and horror. Gary is a sarcastic and funny guy, although his observations of both the past and the present, gradually become more of rantings as time passes and he is all lost and alone and getting insane in this mindboggling place where nothing is as it seems and physics obey no laws, at least not as we know them. I wonder if this is (possibly) written as a prequel to a full novel and/or series about the mysteries of the Crypts a bit further in the future, I know I would love to read that!

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This is one of the best and most entertaining stories that I have read about first-contact. A bit dark, but really good and highly recommended.

Thanks to Rebellion and NetGalley for providing a copy of this title for me to review.

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Walking to Aldebaran by Adrian Tchaikovsky is a standalone novella centred around a “big dumb object” in a science fictional sense. I haven’t read any of the author’s novels, but apparently did read his novella in Monstrous Little Voices, which was not very memorable. I think Walking to Aldebaran is a definite improvement on memorability, if nothing else.

My name is Gary Rendell. I’m an astronaut. When they asked me as a kid what I wanted to be when I grew up, I said, “astronaut, please!” I dreamed astronaut, I worked astronaut, I studied astronaut.

I got lucky; when a probe sent out to explore the Oort Cloud found a strange alien rock and an international team of scientists was put together to go and look at it, I made the draw.

I got even luckier. When disaster hit and our team was split up, scattered through the endless cold tunnels, I somehow survived.

Now I’m lost, and alone, and scared, and there’s something horrible in here.

Lucky me.

Lucky, lucky, lucky.

This book starts a little slowly with our first person protagonist walking through crypt-like passages in space. We get a feel for the crypts and the backstory is slowly meted out over the course of the novella. At one point I started to wonder whether there would be much plot to it or whether we would just a description of the space-bending alien artefact from the inside. But then we get some fresh hints about backstory still to come and the plot progresses. By the end, I found myself enjoying the book more than I expected to.

We get a reasonably detailed description of the crypts and the weird physics inside them. We get enough backstory to understand why the astronauts went there and (eventually) why Gary ends up alone. There was a reveal that came right after I thought “wait, was that <spoiler redacted>?” But another similar thought was not followed up my confirmation either way, since it’s not something Gary could have known and was not in a position to guess. Things like that open the text up for a lot more discussion and speculation than I would have expected, making this all the more satisfying a read.

Overall, Walking to Aldebaran was an interesting read, exploring a nifty alien artefact. Where it shines is towards the end, where the true story is revealed and we see Gary’s journey as a whole. I found myself pleasantly surprised although I wasn’t bored by the first half of the book either. I recommend Walking to Aldebaran to fans of philosophical science fiction or fans of big dumb objects.

4.5 / 5 stars

First published: May 2019, Rebellion
Series: No
Format read: eARC
Source: publisher via NetGalley

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<blockquote>I’ve met aliens, sentient aliens. I’ve seen spaceships. I’ve breathed the venomous air of a planet on the other side of the universe. I’m probably the most travelled human being in the history of human beings travelling, if indeed that category is still the appropriate one with which to conjure me. I just didn’t think there would be so much getting lost and eating corpses. [loc. 64]</blockquote>

Gary Rendell is lost and alone, wandering the lightless passages of an alien artefact known as the Crypts. He was part of an expedition from Earth, but -- stupidly -- they split up. Now he knows much more about the Crypts than anyone else: but he's not the man he was when the <i>Quixote</i>, with its international crew, landed in one eyesocket of the Crypts (which happen to look remarkably like the face of a giant frog).

Gary is desperate to rejoin his companions, to find a way out, to find food and light (the novella opens with him finding an alien corpse that provides both of the latter). However, some pretty unpleasant things have happened to him since he lost contact with the others, and perhaps he won't be able to go home after all.

This was great fun, darkly humorous and poignant and occasionally very disturbing. There's more than a 'whiff of the monstrous', and I quickly learnt not to trust Gary's narrative. <i>Walking to Aldebaran</i> has a Golden Age feel to it, though back then it'd have been a short story: I think novella-length does work, though, for ramping up the tension, the pathos and the universe-building.

I received <i>Walking to Aldebaran</i> from NetGalley in exchange for this honest review.

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I've loved his Children of Time series so this was rather a disappointment. Read like a "The Martian" copy. Don't get me wrong, some nice ideas but really rather shallow. Having said that, there was a nice pay off at the end.

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This one took me a long time to rate and to write a review, it is just too complex and I wanted to give myself time to process. I didn’t expect the author would go where he went with the story and it was one of the most interesting and insane books I’ve ever read. That being said, I believe it would make a fantastic artsy science fiction movie, because the story is amazing, but the writing just didn’t work for me. Some sentences and words were too complicated to understand and to follow and, although I thought that was unnecessary, I can understand how some people would get even more immersed in this book because of the writing, but for me it was struggle to finish such a short book, even if I wanted to keep following the main character on his journey. I recommend it a lot if you want a deep character-driven sci-fi that will mess with your head.

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One of the attractions for science fiction is that temptation to boldly go. The unknown lies in the infinite and we want to get there and understand it. Of course, there is always a possibility that we humans will be over ambitious and bite off more than we can chew. In a vast universe there are going to be things way beyond our current understanding of science and society and when we face such a challenge, we may find ourselves clearly out of our depth. Adrian Tchaikovsky gives us a tale of one such expedition that while narrated by one of the most cheerful characters you’ll meet clearly underlines we all have our limits.

Our narrator is Gary Rendell and he is a bit lost travelling an endless dark corridor with no regular food or other company just the occasional dead alien fellow traveller. He is currently residing inside ‘the Crypts’ part of an immense alien artefact cut off from everyone he knows and as he wanders and meets other lost travellers from other expeditions, he tells us the tale of Earth’s greatest scientific discovery and the doomed group that went off to investigate it

Following the deep space Kaveney probe finding a mysterious gravitational distortion that eventually turns out to be smaller but weirder. What obviously looks to have been built and was cruelly described as the ‘sacred effigy of the Galactic Frog God’. An international team is set up and sent in deep sleep to travel the furthest anyone has gone to investigate what is inside. Probes get lost in it as soon as they enter. Ultimately Gary and a few other of the scientist astronauts decide to go in and then it all goes horribly wrong.

This will be one of my more circumspect reviews as the pleasure is in the unveiling of Gary’s tale. What I loved was two-fold the strangeness of the places that the astronauts visit is absolute – dimensions, gravity and all sorts of weird creatures reside in this ancient place in ways that make little sense. Clearly older than humanity but its purpose is unclear – is there even anyone left in charge anymore. Its unsettling and undeniably an alien environment. The reader alongside Gary doesn’t know what to expect – this was way beyond a standard first contact tale. The humans are just something in the way or possibly something to play with.

What makes it doubly horrific is that Gary is just so engaging. He has humour and isn’t the standard lead lantern jaw character he is very much just the driver of the team shuttle but very glad to finally make his dream reality. In alternating chapters explaining his current predicament we get his insights into the build up to the expedition and the playful set of astronauts who came together to make history. Little human moments such as a lead scientist with a Doctor Who scarf; a team learning Danish to annoy those back home and a Russian stating that the USSR has no doubt already been there. It’s all quite light and funny pricking the idea of a big 2001 style sombre mission which makes bad things happening to these people more upsetting and emotionally investing. Gary’s journey I think is the most tragic as he just wants to get home but as we start to look around and pull the pieces of the tale together, we realise that is unlikely and something has a more sinister intention in mind for our lead. Tchaikovsky builds up the tension and when the plot is finally revealed its both monstrous and heart-breaking in what Gary is hiding from.

Very hard to read this and not think of Event Horizon and its very much a horror SF tale but I think with a better emphasis on character. Gary reminds me of the lead narrator in the Martian – positive and funny but here rather than survival against impossible odds and science saving the day we instead have a battle against something so much more advanced than humanity that it doesn’t even come across as human. Is there any escape…. well have a read and find out but this one will creep into your mind long afterwards….

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I love pd this humerous, laugh out loud novella. Science fiction at its best. This book made a refreshing change to the space operas I normally read. Brilliant and thank you for the laughs,

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Summary
This follows Gary, an astronaut who is lost, wandering The Crypts - an alien artifact located just beyond Pluto. As Gary wanders in the dark, he talks to himself, relaying everything that has happened to get him to where he is.

Overview
This is a short, 140ish page novel, told in an internal monologue format - Gary tells his story to the reader as if they were there.
This is high science fiction! The aliens, science, setting, are nothing similar to Earth or humans. Which can make picturing the creatures or scene a little tricky. This is definitely not a sci-fi beginner book.

What I Liked
1. I NEEDED to know what was going on! This story opens up and you have no idea how Gary got to where he is, what the Crypts are, or anything else for that matter. And I was completely sucked in by all the open questions. I needed answers.
2. Both the setting and aliens were so unique and descriptive. Nothing was humanoid which I really appreciated and the Crypts were so creepy and atmospheric.
3. I loved the bits of humor that were thrown in. This story overall is bleak and depressing, so the bits of humor gave it a perfect balance.
4. I really liked the style choice for this story. I thought it was such a unique choice to have the main character talking to the reader as an internal monologue. And it worked perfectly considering the character's mental state. It was just such a perfect choice.
5. The twist ending. Oh man, so good.

What I Didn't Like
1. For about 3/4 of this book I kept questioning if this story had a point. It was very meandering and slow (it took me 4 days to read 140 pages). And with all the heavy description for the world and alien creatures, I felt a little bogged down.

Overall, this is one of the strangest stories I've ever read (in a good way!). And it has a really great sci-fi twist! If you're a science fiction reader, I definitely recommend checking this out!

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This was pretty much designed to hit all my buttons - a horror/SF mash up, with a giant mysterious and ancient alien artifact at its core? Oh yes please. It's not hard to extract strands of it's DNA - think Rendezvous With Rama, Cube, Diamond Dogs (Alastair Reynolds, not David Bowie), Alien, Rogue Moon - but then again, some of those works are my very favourites, and this can stand with them. Fats paced and just the right length, this is one to enjoy and then to savour on rereading.

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Gary Rendell is the lucky (lucky, so lucky!) astronaut chosen as part of a team to investigate a mysterious artifact found in the outer reaches of the solar system. As Gary descends into the depths of the artifact, he also descends further and further into insanity as the Crypts slowly strip of him of any remaining humanity.

Coming into this book after The Luminous Dead by Caitlin Starling, I was prepared for a novella heavy on survival horror elements. However, I couldn’t have been more wrong. Tchaikovsky takes us on a tour of the human psyche, slowly dismantling Gary bit by bit as walks through the mysterious Crypts. His knowledge of time, of distance, and of any human metric you or I might use to measure our lives has been rendered meaningless.

The novel opens on Gary’s discovery of an alien corpse, which he is thrilled by – not only is it edible, it’s also flammable. An opportunity to keep the darkness at bay. Gary’s madness is a quirky one – while his actions are eminently practical, we get our first glimpse of the humor present in this book when Gary names the strange insectoid explorer of old Clive. Later on, he provides a full backstory for where Clive might have come from and where he might have been going.

It had a dozen many-jointed legs, and I snapped them off and piled them up, a camp fire just like my old scoutmaster taught me, and I used one of my shonky little jury-rigged pieces of nonsense to spark it into flame.

Tchaikovsky moves us between the past and future, slipping back and forth as Gary’s thoughts and narration scatter between the two. We have small snippets of an optimistic back-story. Once, Gary was a bright-eyed youngster who wanted nothing more than to explore; between this and the humorous, eccentric narration, it’s often difficult in the beginning to truly feel the gravity of the situation Gary is in.

We encounter numerous fun little aliens in the first half of the novella. Some cute little egg-shaped machine-like guys, a few little fellows shaped like pyramids with a fondness for arts and crafts. However, we’re also introduced to the dangers of the Crypts, which are filled to the brim with monstrous ambush predators.

I see it unfold itself from the far wall. Most of the Crypt fauna are low-energy ambush predators, capable of lying dormant a long time between meals. This one had been camouflaged amongst the carvings, long worm body clutched to the wall, terminating in a horrifying assemblage of hooked arms about a saw-edged mouth.

All this ramps up gradually to a peak about three quarters in. While I won’t spoil, I will share my reaction:

“Oh. Oh god. WTF.”

“Jesus.”

“Fuck.”

Which really sums up all of my feelings on the matter, to be quite frank. Excellent, horrifying ending. This book had me fooled for quite a while, thinking that it was going to continue to quirky with fun little aliens, but I was so, so wrong. I’ll definitely be checking out more of Adrian Tchaikovsky’s works in the future. I’ve had Children of Time recommended to me several times now, and it might be about time to give that a shot…

My only complaint about this book was that I felt the pacing was a little off at times. It would have been nice if the slide towards the conclusion was a little smoother; there were several spots that seemed to plateau and did not move along as well as they should have. This is especially evident in novellas such as this – with only 140 pages to work with, each page needs to be important to the overall story.

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Walking to Aldebaran is a standalone novella from acclaimed writer Adrian Tchaikovsky. It centres around Astronaut Gary Rendell as he navigates through a place he calls the Artefact. Just past Pluto and recently discovered, the Artefact is an alien construction of chambers and tunnels. Gary is part of a group of Astronauts that are tasked with exploring the new discovery. The only problem is, Gary is lost. Split up from his team, he makes his way through the tunnels in an effort to reunite with them, however, they aren’t alone up there.

Tchaikovsky blends sci-fi and horror masterfully over the books 140 pages. I’ve really enjoyed his books, I read ‘Children of Time’ last year, and was fortunate to get a proof copy of Children of Ruin a few months ago. Walking to Aldebaran reminded me somewhat of Harlan Ellison’s ‘I Have No Mouth, And I Must Scream’, exploring the horrors of an unknown and seemingly endless labyrinth.

I think the only problem I had with this book is there wasn’t more of it! However it’s nice to have something to sate my appetite until (I hope) there’s another in the Children of Time series. Early days, I know. Four out of five stars.

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This is the first thing I've read by Adrian Tchaikovsky, but it won't be the last. I'm amazed at how much story was packed into a relatively small amount of pages. The world building was interesting, and the whole tale played with my brain. It also helped that there was some humor, espeically at the first. It really helped me get into the story. The aliens were very alien, as was the setting. I really liked it!

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Thank you to the publisher and NetGalley for the ARC. Adrian Tchaikovsky really knows how to pull a reader into a story. This book is told by a member of a space expedition to investigate a planet sized object outside the orbit of Pluto. The narrator alternates timelines between his time in the object and the time period starting with the formation of the expedition. The story only gets weirder, grosser, and more confrontational from there. Tchaikovsky does a great job of putting together an entertaining story while leaving much up to the readers interpretation.

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I love Adrian Tchaikovsky's works and this book was as amazing as always. It was a fast sci fi read and a perfect mixture of humor and horror.

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Due to be published by Solaris, 28th May 2019.
This review copy from Netgalley.
A science fiction/horror novella. When a strange artefact, looking like a giant frog-face, appears on the farthest edge of our solar system a combined expedition is sent to investigate. Inside, there's an atmosphere and a maze of tunnels. What is its purpose? Does it link to other stars, or maybe even to other galaxies or even universes? One lone astronaut, Gary Rendell, survives and this is his story. It's told in the present, alternating with chapters of the past and how he got to be wandering around the maze of weirdness and a somewhat altered post-human state.

"I got lucky; when a probe exploring the Oort Cloud found a strange alien rock and an international team of scientists was put together to go and look at it, I made the draw. Now I’m lost, and alone, and scared, and there’s something horrible in here."

A beautifully written and fascinating examination of one human in impossible circumstances, doing what he needs to do to survive.

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Bwahahahahahaha!

Do you happen to know the movie "The Cube" (and/or maybe it's sequel)? What started out as a relatively straightforward space adventure turns into quite similar mindfuckery.

Gary is one of a number of astronauts from all kinds of countries on Earth that are sent to a mysterious Artifact that looks a bit like a frog face. It's huge and somehow not entirely abiding by the laws of physics and we've discovered it behind Pluto.
As these things go, once we finally get over our usual squabbling, we're still not really technologically advanced enough for any of this but like in the movie "Prometheus" we don't care and just wing it (because this is always a good idea, right?).
Anyway, shit goes wrong, of course, and we follow Gary through the maze that is the interior of the froggy face, slowly piecing together what has happened and therefore, maybe, what this place actually is and is capable of.

And of course there is a twist.
It didn't take me too long to pick up hints here and there and my theory turned out to be correct, but that didn't diminish my joy in any way since getting there was delightfully creepy. Body horror, darkness, alien creatures and technology, the fear of the unknown ... it was all here, wonderfully mixed together into a great and very atmospheric scifi horror story.

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