Thank you NetGalley and Troubadour Publishing for the ARC.

This book was not for me at all. I DNF'ed it at %25.

I was surprised by my reaction to this book by the end because of multiple reasons. The predominant factor is that there was no mystery in the content. In the very first chapter, our narrator, Mary, is having a conversation with her mother, who is suffering from Alzheimer's and irritates Mary by mentioning one name. This name raises such seething disapproval, and when added with the blurb, it is not difficult to extrapolate. This takes away a lot from the scenes promised in Mary's hunt for truth because she pretty much knows it all except for the finer details.
I almost did not enjoy the book and would have rated it lower if not for the way the characters interacted with one another. There are other secrets, things that happen in average relationships, which are not the focal point here but are very realistic. The imagery is both claustrophobic and free in portraying the life Mary leads when she is moved to the seaside at an awkward age. This is the part that makes the reading easier. Mary has so much to deal with, and she is doing it all (almost) alone.
It is not a happy book, and no amount of closure can change that. It is also not a dramatically sad one, just has that lingering effect of being frustrated (which was well done). I am not sure what kind of readers I could recommend this to, so I would leave it to individual judgements after reading the review (and/or the blurb).
I received an ARC thanks to NetGalley and the publishers but the review is entirely based on my own reading experience.

A story in two parts of Mary taken to the coast by her parents at the age of 11 and 40 years later when she is trying to make sense of her life. A slow paced book that is well written and has a few mysteries along the way

While not a thriller book, there are lots of twists and turns throughout the story. As you delve into Mary Foster’s family secrets, you will become familiar with ordinary people who suffer from the good, the bad, and the ugly. They are real people with real issues. The presentation of a family with second chances and hope is moving. The author does a great job of drawing you into the story and allowing you to have strong feelings for the characters. You will discover a strong compassion for them that will touch you.

My heart aches for Mary as she deals with caring for her aging father and her mother who is suffering from Alzheimer’s. There are secrets and lies and Mary tries to figure out the pieces of the puzzle and find the answer. It was an interesting read.

Thank you to NetGalley and Troubador/Matador Publishers for my advanced review copy. All opinions and thoughts are my own.

11 year old Mary and her family suddenly move from bustling London to a seaside town on the south coast. She quickly teams up with Eva and they become firm friends. Over the years they share many experiences and Mary enjoys the more luxurious and relaxed home life of Eva. We follow the girls as they grow up and start to become young women in the vibrant 1960s. In a parallel thread we see Mary grown up with elderly parents and trying to make sense of things in the past. Why did they move so suddenly and why did their lodgers behave so strangely?
I did enjoy this book with its beautifully crafted characters. The descriptions are excellent & I could relate well to their characters.
The story itself doesn't move along at any great speed. It is a definite amble. To be fair, there isn't a particularly strong storyline in the sense of many books. There are a couple of "reveals" but they were quite apparent to the reader for a while before Mary discovers them. There isn't a plot but rather a series of small events with Mary seeking to understand them.
The ending of this book is excellent. By that I mean the very last couple of pages where the author leaves the reader to arrive at their own conclusions.
There is a lot in this book in the way of observations and descriptions but not much in the way of action and in depth plot. However I do feel that there would be much to discuss if this were to be a bookgroup choice.
I received a free copy of this book via Netgalley.

Thank you to Troubador Publishing and NetGalley for an advance copy of this title in exchange for my honest review. The author has given us a beautifully written book that is complex in it's telling, but the book is very readable. Sometimes we need to trust ourselves and our ability to remake ourselves and trust in a possible future. This book was different than the cookie cutter plots we often see, and I found that refreshing.

At first I couldn’t see where this book was going but as the story unfolds in a relaxed meandering way you crack the mystery. Not a fast moving edge of the chair reading more of a well written nice story of friendship and changing morals, interesting how acceptable behaviour has change from the 60’s through the following decades.
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Easily one of the best books I've read this year. Such an unusual storyline and so beautifully told. Exceptional.

Thank you NetGalley and the publisher for the eARC.
A beautiful story of lies and secrets vividly written with well drawn characters.

This is a beautiful book, it’s well written and I could vividly imagine all the characters. I loved the setting of the 1960’s as we follow twelve year old Mary and her parents who suddenly up sticks from London and move to a large run down house near Brighton, where they take in lodgers including Miss Mackie and Mr Jarvis. The story is told by Mary, now in middle age, her mother is in a care home suffering from dementia, and Mary wants to piece together the events of her teenage years, and find out why her mother and father never spoke about them.
Although the book feels like a mystery it’s so much more than that and I recommend it.

When the reader is introduced to Mr Jarvis, a lodger taken in by the family, one wonders why he is so important to the story. Told through the eyes of the daughter of the house, both as a child and as an adult in the current day, the reader sees the events unfold and slowly put the pieces of the story together. I really enjoyed this book once I got into the time jumps back and forth. I would be interested to read more by this author.

It’s been rehashed in the book descriptor but I have to outline the plot. A young girl named Mary Foster is unexpectantly uprooted from her childhood home in London and moved to to a seaside home far away. She comes home one day and the movers are packing things up. Her parents didn’t give her any warning. Imagine that….I would be extremely upset to lose my friends and suburban life without warning, that is from the point of view of a twelve year old.

The perspective jumps to Mary as an adult, taking care of her aging father and her mother who now has Alzheimer’s. Things her mother remembers sparks Mary to research her past a bit. It’s funny how some things we don’t understand as a child make perfect sense when you are an adult.

It’s a point of reference from the grown up experiences and how we remember something that suddenly fits like a puzzle. The “Oh, that’s what that meant!” kinda thing.

Without spoilers I can say the end leaves you to make up your own mind how life proceeds for Mary. Two clear and distinct choices are presented by Mary, taking her life in the direction she chooses. Which one did she pick? Hmmmm….The author depicts a normal group of characters with everyday flaws and problems.

Much thanks to NetGalley for the complimentary copy of this book. I was not compensated for the review. Would I read more by Jude Hayland? Absolutely.

This book was published October 8, 2019.

I received The Legacy Of Mr Jarvis from Net Gallery in exchange for an honest review.
In 1966,12 year old Mary Foster moves from the suburbs to a deserted place on the south coast of England.
She becomes friendly with 2 lodgers who move into the house.
She discovers some deceit and ends up keeping quiet about it.
40 years later, she tries to find out the truth of what really happened
A mesmerizing book

Thank you Net Galley, for the opportunity to read this book. The plot of this book is the life of Mary from the time she is a young girl to present day. It goes from past to present with each chapter, each time giving us a bit more info and shining more light on why things are they way they are. I really enjoyed Mary and her friend Eva’s characters. They were instantly likeable and I found myself wishing everything would go well for Mary. I Looked at Ida and felt I understood just how Mary felt towards her mother, I could see some of me in Mary. The story is unique as it isn’t all black and white, there is a lot left in the grey area and it forced me to decide how I wanted things to be. This book had me looking beyond the obvious and questioning how well we really now our parents and friends. We see what they want us to see and we don’t always understand the how and why of many situations. The book flows nicely and I believe you will enjoy reading it.

Thank you NetGalley and Troubadour Publishing for the eARC.
Eleven-year old Mary Foster, without her parent's warning her, is suddenly leaving her London home and moved to the seaside. If it wasn't for Eva becoming her best friend, she would have been miserable. Her parents haven't explained the sudden move, there is no communication between the three of them and when she has to give up her room for a lodger she's not in the least aware how much that will affect the rest of her life.
The descriptions of the grown-up Mary to her ailing mother Ida who has descended into Altzheimer's, and her timid elderly father who now lives alone, are sad and poignant. She's also reflecting on her past...why the lack of communication between the three of them, why couldn't they be like other 'normal' families? Slowly the truth slots into place, as pieces of the puzzle that was their lives start making sense.
I absolutely loved this book, it's such a vivid depiction of family life decades ago. It took me back to my own childhood and our family dynamics; the emotional ramifications of parents who survived WWII.
Beautifully written with so much heart and vividly drawn characters, I devoured the book as slowly as possible so I didn't have to leave the story. As much as I loved Mary and Eva, I think my favorite character was Susan, I admired her stoicism a lot.
Great book, highly recommended!