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Let Me Out I've Had Enough

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Whoa. This collection of stories should come with a bright red sticker: DANGER! PROCEED WITH CAUTION! MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNINGS REQUIRED!
Some of Mark Matthew's tales are scary, some gross as hell, some are odd, but all are unforgettable.
Any description would spoil the shock of what waits for you beyond the cover.
Enter cautiously and be aware that in one way or another, every story has some form of suicide in it, even if not always as you would expect.
I for one, plan to hit up Amazon for everything else Mark Matthews has written.
High recommend if a true horror lover.
Thanks to @ Netgalley, Wicked Run Press, and Marc Matthews for this arc in exchange for my honest, unbiased opinion.

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Let Me Out I've Had Enough is the first collection of short stories written by Mark Matthews, an author that I had the pleasure to know thanks to his beautiful horror novel The Hobgoblin of Little Minds.

This collection of horror / sci-fi stories heavily delves into depression, grief, loneliness, suicide: because of its content, I would not recommend this book if you're having dark thoughts (please read the introduction by the author, he explains a bit the content of each story and respective trigger warnings).

As with any collection, I didn't connect with all the stories ("The Last Bug Chaser" for example is about an alien coming to earth with the goal to contract a powerful virus to save humanity - isn't it ironic? Still to early for me, sorry), but some I really enjoyed. Here's my favorites:
- Mastectomy Scars: the story of a daughter who recently lost her mother and desperately misses her - heartbreaking but beautiful;
- Body of Christ: the longest story in the collection, possibly one of the weirdest and most disturbing novellas I've ever read in my life but so good;
- Mask of Sanity: a classic horror story of a new drug with very strange and unpredictable side effects.

Eight different worlds, but all equally dark and unsettling.
Definitely not for everybody, but still a good book.
3 stars.

* I'd like to thank Mark Matthews, Wicked Run Press and NetGalley for providing this ARC in exchange for my honest review.

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Dealing with topics like suicide, depression, angst, suffering, and loss, this collection would be a dark and complicated one for just about any reader and probably an ill-advised read for anyone who's dealt with depression, suicide, and trauma themselves. While it does manage to have a few stories I genuinely appreciated (the two at the beginning of the book), many of the stories deal in themes of disgruntled masculine characters with an ax to grind about an ex, iffy feminine characters who cater to those iffy masculine characters, and suicidal scenarios that feel a bit out of context and are often repetitively relied on for dramatic effect. I enjoyed Mastectomy Scars and the surrealism of Body of Christ, but most of the rest of the stories came off as underwritten and a bit frustrating for me as a reader.

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Thank you so much to Wicked Run Press and NetGalley for providing me with an e-ARC; it is greatly appreciated.

This book contains seven short stories, and one novella. They all vary by subject and genre, with some even having a major sci-fi feel, but they all share the dark thoughts that humans are capable of. There is an introduction by the author that I definitely think is a must read before diving into these stories, as he explains some of the major content warnings. Do not read this book if you are in a dark headspace, or are having any thoughts of suicide.

The first and last stories are probably my favorites in this collection. I found them both to be quite powerful, and play on some statistics. Even though this book is extremely bleak, the last story actually leaves us with some hope, and is probably the closest this can get to a "happy ending".

Suicide is a huge theme in these stories, but religion also plays a key part. You can definitely see the questions that the author has about existence and the afterlife. It's truly a deep-dive into the author's mind, and is fascinating even.

With that in mind, some of these stories are stomach churning. The novella, Body of Christ, is insanely dark, depressing, and even terrifying. Although the whole time I was reading this one all I could think is, "that's not how women work," so prepare for some strangeness here.

This collection will not be for everyone. It is the epitome of our dark thoughts, so many might find that these stories go too far. This is another reason why I think the author's introduction is so important. He is a professional counselor that is exposed to suicide daily, and has used writing as an outlet for that experience. I think writing is a fantastic way to deal with trauma and emotion, and it's quite personal that the author has chosen to share it with us.

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Let me out, I've had enough - what an accurate title, though not for the reasons I feel the author intended. Each story felt cringe worthy and over the top, an almost juvenile attempt at horror. I had hope for each story, but each story I wanted to finish just a page in.

Thank you to NetGalley for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

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This book was terrifying in a really good way, I didnt want to out it down but I didnt want to keep reading and the dark was definitely scary when I stopped reading. A thrilling psychological horror of a book

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Let Me Out I've Had Enough by Mark Matthews presents a collection of short stories revolving around death, despair, and people who are at the end of their rope. It’s a raw and visceral exploration of the human psyche during people’s darkest hours—written by a licensed professional counselor.

Needless to say, this is one heavy read.

The stories vary in subject and genre, but they are all filled with the same underlying theme of sadness and desperation.

On one hand, there’s by far the most bizarre and experimental of the bunch: “Body of Christ.” This story centers around both a girl coping with the death of her mother and a boy who's coping with the death of his father in … unusual ways. This particular story teeters between grotesque and comically absurd at times, but its horrifying conclusion redeemed the story for me and made my skin crawl.

There are two standouts in this collection for me though.

First is “The Last Bug Chaser.” The story follows an alien who may be the last of its kind and whose body is key to the survival of the human species against a raging deadly virus. This was my personal favorite of the bunch and I found it to be a compelling and unique spin on the alien invasion trope.

Second is “The Burdens of the Father,” an eerie dystopian tale where Earth's oxygen is limited and an expecting father grapples with whether to try and rehome his family.

All in all, Let Me Out I’ve Had Enough is a haunting and fascinating exploration of mental illness if you’re in an alright head space to read it.

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Let Me Out I’ve Had Enough is a collection of psychological horror stories that delves into depression, isolation, grief, with most of the stories focusing on death, often suicide. Given the dark, disturbing nature of these stories it almost feels wrong to say I enjoyed the book, but it’s the truth. If you’re looking for ‘happy endings’ looks elsewhere. If author Mark Matthews’s intention was to make his readers uncomfortable while dealing with some serious issues, I’d say he was quite successful. As with most short story collections, I found some stories to be more successful than others, but I enjoyed the vast majority of them, and the despite the dark nature of the stories the ‘inspiration’ behind the final story in the collection Met My Old Lover in the Grocery Store honestly made me laugh. (I love Dan Fogelberg’s Old Lang Syne)
I’ve like to thank the author, Wicked Run Press, and NetGalley for the opportunity to read and review Let Me Out I’ve Had Enough.

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