Thanks to the publisher and NetGalley for the e-ARC, I struggled with this but it was really well written and researched.

Very insightful and a very hard read about eating disorders. Impacted me a lot reading it but i would highly suggest taking a minute and checking trigger warnings before checking it out.

2.5/3 stars Not the best but also not the worst- it is certainly refreshing to read something that doesn't glorify EDs in a horrible way, however it is easy enough to slip into the 'glamorising' aspect and I think this book might be guilty of that at points. Some part of the book did not feel new or nuanced views on the topic.

Really well researched and structured, this essay collection looks into not only the mental and cultural sphere that surrounds eating disorders but the different types and how they are spoken about and viewed in the modern landscape. It touched on some important things like how the internet has become a place that has really changed how the ED community connect and the damage of the media in terms of body image in the 00s. I would have liked a little less focus on the feminisation of EDs as it sort of perpetuates it as a female rite of passage which it absolutely isn’t. I also would have liked to see more look at how EDs can stem from lack of control and not necessarily body image issues. It is an analytical book and so there is a slightly dangerous lack of emotion to buffer the very candid explorations of EDs and especially when it talks about its ‘aesthetics’. However I did enjoy this and thing I was a good collection.

Thank you to NetGalley and the publishers (Picador Books, Pan Macmillan) for providing me with access to an ARC of this book.

Dead Weight delves into the realities of eating disorders (in particular, bulimia) in what is part a historical/sociological telling of eating disorder and feminist theory, and part Emma Clein's own experiences. Clein writes about the origins of bulimia in its supposed stark contrast to anorexia, dating back to the Middle Ages. This book features what I considered a bit of a glamorisation of disordered eating, though I would say this was most likely intentional on Clein's part, to encapsulate how romanticised EDs have been (see: Kate Moss's 'nothing tastes as good as skinny feels' - enough said). The structure of this was also quite disjointed but, once again, I wonder if this was on purpose to highlight the very fragmentations of eating disorders, and Clein's own experience going back and forth on how to feel regarding beauty and weight. Either way, I wasn't a fan of the disjointed nature, unfortunately.
I significantly appreciated Clein's acknowledgement of queer identities and queer theory in ED representation/research, though I wish this had been something that had been discussed in more depth.
I also enjoyed Clein's discussion of representation of bulimia in pop culture - for example, in TV shows Gossip Girl and Pretty Little Liars, and even in the world of literature with Ottessa Moshfegh's recent books.
Moreover, discussion of ED communities online on apps such as TikTok, and 'pro-ana' communities, was enlightening and eye-opening, whilst shocking. This was definitely a very relevant conversation to be had, and I am glad that Clein included this.

About 60% of the way through the book, I was unable to deeply read anymore as I found myself struggling to get through the very vivid descriptions and retellings of such sensitive events - I would definitely visit the trigger warnings before reading this. I did skim through the rest though, but was unable to read in my usual depth.

Dead Weight by Emmeline Clein is an insightful book about the sobering realities of suffering from an eating disorder.

It’s hard to come at this book without any sort of personal anecdotes around your own relationship with eating disorders or disordered eating habits. I will mention mine very briefly. I have always had issues with my weight, fluctuating between sizes and feelings, fitting certain clothes one day and then struggling to get into them the next. I was a secretive eater when younger. I would hide packaging and wrappers belonging to foods I’d eaten in an attempt to escape any dilapidating shame I may feel.

That’s my quick overview, and I would like to say without going into more detail, that I don’t feel I had it overly hard. A lot of it was through my own doing, as, outside of general body image messages peddled through media, as well as the heightening of “pretty privilege” in recent years, there was really nothing pushing me into certain behaviours other than me and my own head.

In Dead Weight, Emmeline Clein uses her own experiences, as well as a wide array of research, in order to put forward the case for a few different aspects of modern life having a detrimental effect on the rise of eating disorders and disordered eating, as well as the seemingly purposeful neglect of care given to those suffering with these illnesses and conditions. This is with a lens focusing in on the experience that women have with these issues.

Clein’s language is clear and precise, as she moves from social media subgroups and their role in caring for and potentially harming those with eating disorders, to the idea of celebrity, especially with regards to it’s image, its mind-numbing marketing message and the effect this has on women.

Stats are littered throughout. While this is something to look towards as a positive, I feel that more spacing between the facts being given would help in allowing them to breathe for the reader. This isn’t solely an academic text, and it has a message it wants to put forward. Listing statistics in the way that Clein does at times, could potentially dilute any impact that these shocking numbers would have.

You will see that I mentioned both eating disorders and disordered eating together earlier in this piece. I’ve done this because they’re not really that closely related, or at least there is enough of a differentiation between the two of them and the impact they have on their sufferers in order to split them. Clein doesn’t differentiate between the two of these conditions clearly enough for my liking. Things can become slightly muddled when you are then inserting statistics for each of them, and it creates a certain difficulty for the reader in how they will come away feeling about these two very different conditions.

The majority of Clein’s writing is clear throughout, and I feel she is a personable enough writer that their is a consistent and open voice leading the narrative. Therefore, despite the potentially stale way in which her points are structured - fact, quick explanation, next fact, next explanation, etc - the reader will stick with Clein for as long as she needs.

The points raised here are incredibly important, and there are moments, specifically the areas around money changing hands and the sections with big pharma crawling all over the page, where you will find yourself becoming increasingly angry at the injustice and corruption which underscores the problem at large. Each of the issues raised have genuine triggering effects on what is a mental health case at it’s core. The glaring issue with this mental health crisis, as opposed to the many others, is the bodily impact - the material effects - that are on full show for the world to stare and glower at.

As a consequence of numerous topics raised in this book, society as a whole sees disgust in the unordinary. That disgust overrides any potential care that many have for those suffering. This, to me, is the issue we must tackle. The perception from society of seeing “fat” or “skinny” as “other”, of not excepting people who do not have bodies that are streamlined to what we see through filtered screens, acts as a hurdle to an acceptance of people as they are. Judgement stains us completely.

I’ve seen some points raised in other reviews of this book based around Clein’s lack of historical fact being included to show that some of the issues with disordered eating have been prevalent and consistent for centuries. I feel this is less important for the book being viewed and considered here, as Clein seems to make a point of the upward trend in disordered eating habits being the catalyst for writing this book. The upward trend is the point. Not the mere existence of the issue. Perhaps it would’ve helped contextually for the book, but I don’t feel it would add anything to the message that the author is making. Nothing is particularly lost with the omission of historical context.

Dead Weight is a book packed to the brim with stats, figures, and facts that will leave you reeling, saddened, hopeful, anguished, and every other emotional reaction you could have. It’s a tender topic. One that I feel Emmeline Clein treates with care and precision throughout. Perhaps some information is missing if you are looking for a far broader piece of text, however in terms highlighting an issue that is being neglected and misunderstood as much as eating disorders are today, this book does what it needs and sets out to do.

With fierce wit, excavating curiosity, and a heart fully surrendered to her subject, Clein writes about eating disorder culture from the inner reaches of what this culture has wrought. This book is electric with insight, and suffused with a strange, stubborn tenderness - a deep regard for what intimacy, hope and resistance might look like in a world where women are taught to devote their lives to destroying themselves