Thank you for an audio arc of this book, I really enjoyed the narrator and I think that's the reason I was able to push through.

Unfortunately I just don't think this book was for me, the premise sounded amazing but i found the MC very unlikeable and I found myself struggling to follow along. I do like the magic realism aspect and how it slowly was turning into a mystery. I was hoping it gave us more about the actual circus/circus life. This is just personally what didn't work for me, I still recommend you giving this book a shot on your own just because my reasons for not liking it are specific and they might not bother you.

[2.5 Stars] Set in a 1930s circus, this book reminds me of the book "Night Circus," the film "Nightmare Alley," and, of course, "American Horror Story: Freak Show." Though not quite the same in story line and plot, these were the images that floated through my head while listening to this audiobook. During this storyline, we follow 17 year-old, Vandy as he navigates the magical world under the big top and the real world that has familial magic woven through.

What drew me most into this book was the lyricism in the writing. It was peaceful to listen to, and found myself clinging to the words. I also found the main character, Vandy, to be quite pleasant.

One thing I really enjoyed about this book was the disclaimer at the beginning, which goes more in-depth than the one on the back cover. I think it really sets a good age range suggestion and goes into enough detail to really prepare readers what they might experience.

In terms of set-up, this book reminded me of "Catching Fire," in that it kind of feels like a filler book, and by the end, you know that you have to read the next one to really understand what's going on. And "Catching Fire," is very much like this; it's the second book in the trilogy. When it comes to "Vandemere," this is the first book in a duology and there is a disclaimer stating that this book could be read as a standalone novel. I found that the book was lacking intrigue. There were a couple of plot lines, such as the missing girl and the dark voice within, but I felt like they were both brought to an anticlimax that left me wanting more.

When it comes to the audiobook specifically, I really liked the narrator. I thought he did an excellent job with the distinguishing different voices, and I really liked how his voice sounded. Personally, he kind of sounded like Ren McCormack in “Somebody’s Eyes,” from Footloose: The Musical (Original Broadway Cast Recording.)

Overall, I look forward to listening to (or reading) the next book because I feel like there was a lot unsaid in this first and want to know more about the magie that keeps influencing things.

Thank you NetGalley for the ALC.

This series has so much potential, the dark, tense and mysterious twists and turns definitely keep you turning those pages. Perfect for anyone who loves all things whimsical and magical whilst cleverly intertwined with magic and paranormal twists. The characters were well rounded but could have been a little bit better relatable to the age group. (This reads older than the intended readership age)
Journeys and character arcs are usually what I’m drawn to with these types of stories and this book did well on that front. There were some interesting flashbacks which gave you a better interpretation of our MC which I really liked. Overall this book was a very enjoyable read and I think the series will be one that I will happily continue.

I was optimistic about this book going into it due to its promising plot, but ultimately felt disappointed by the pacing and lack of detail the book provided. The historical fantasy element was interesting, and the circus setting should have been a refreshing skew on a realistic fantasy element. However, unfortunately, I found the setting, plot and characters didn’t really live up to my expectations.

I enjoyed hearing about Vandemere’s horse antics, but the setting outside of his immediate reference to the circus ultimately fell flat. The other characters fell into stereotypical roles within a circus but didn’t really bear any significance on the narrative. Vandy’s character confused me as his laid back attitude often felt too manufactured to the point that his reactions to multiple events within the plot felt out of place. I never really warmed up to his style but am willing to look past it as my own preferences rather than necessarily the writing. However, I found this particular vibe to be consistent with each of the characters we get to know throughout this book.

I found the plot felt both too rushed and also quite slow. The entire plot of the book feels like it could have been cut down to be an introductory half of the book and largely just felt like a massive prologue for the second book. By the end of this one, there is no real conclusion to any of the plots started throughout the book and I don’t feel particularly interested in continuing the series to see the conclusions because of how little set up there was for the majority of them. I understand that Vandemere is meant to be very affected by his past, but too much of the book was focused around flashbacks to events in his past that just felt like an excuse to push exposition on the reader. Because so much of the narrative was spent with Vandemere reminiscing about his past, I still feel like most of his feelings about those people didn’t really make sense and could have done with more about his qualms with everyone in the present. It might have helped to explain his outright refusal to listen to his mum’s advice when it came to the magie, as he continuously tells the reader that his mother turned away from the magie which made her opinion invalid on it, despite the fact she spends most of the book trying to urge him to use the magie which he also pushes against whilst also using the magie in his tricks.

I had to double check that this book wasn’t written by a man considering the outrageous physical descriptions given for female characters. I understand the desire to try and write from the perspective of a 17 year old boy, but there needs to be a line between exploring that and just limiting your female characters for no reason. It felt so demeaning to hear these descriptions used for absolutely no betterment of the plot or the characters. The female characters ultimately had no purpose in the book except to be either the ‘deadbeat’ mother of the main character, or objects of desire for Vandemere. The descriptions were out of place with the plot and ultimately took me out of the story which didn’t help my desire to continue. The other characters felt like further stereotypes, including the popular guy going out with the popular girl (who Vandemere is obsessed with and hates for ‘settling’ for the popular guy when Vandemere, who repeatedly objectifies her and tells nothing of her personality, could of course treat her better), and even going so far as to have the mother’s boyfriend being Vandy’s biggest hater without ever really giving the reader any reason as to why he hates Vandemere so much.

Lastly, I think a lot of my issues came directly from the narrator of the audiobook as his tone was often at odds with what was happening within the plot. His accents for some characters were borderline offensive - my biggest example being Vandy’s mother. The narrator gave her no fixed accent and I feel we went on a tour of the whole of Europe each time she had a line, despite the fact that the story deals quite consistently with the racism faced by those with Romanian origins. I found the other accents to have been quite out of place considering the generic whiny teen voice given to Vandemere and found they took me out of the story quite a bit.

Overall, while I enjoyed the premise of the story and don’t regret reading, I struggled to find positives for the book which is ultimately why I have had to give this story 1.5 stars.

I do not know if the book did not grasp my attention because I received an Audiobook ARC but I did find it distracting to listen to, maybe because there were multiple characters and I found it hard to keep track. I am new to audiobook listening,.

The premise is fantastic, magical realism meets historical fiction and mystery. Vandemere is an intriguing look into the life of circus folks of old days, where the blur between truth and magic was often blurred, for good reason. Every time Vandemere uses his mother's tarot card, he blacks out, and forgets what happened during that time, and that is how he finds himself in the middle of a mystery.

The narrative is beautifully etched out, proving much detail into he circus life, its many residents and visitors, pets, and the workings and the plot is has you hooked.

The first in the series, I am sure the second book will delve further into the magic of the tarot cards that Vandemere holds so close to his heart. All in all, it is a good book for young readers to get into experience magical realism.

A young man's coming of age story that takes place in the 1930s at a carnival. Recommend if you love dark magic, horses, or tarot reading. For 17 and up due to the main character thinking about women and wanting to lose his virginity. The description for this book said it was dark but I didn't find it that dark. It's a step up from your basic YA novels, slowly getting into subject matter of adult novels.

This book should have worked but it fell flat for me. It started strong but then all just fell apart and in the end it felt as if it just lost it's way.

Vandemere by Kimberly D. Tait was a great read with twists and turns. I love all things circus so this was right up my alley. Good character development, narrator and plot point.

Surprisingly interesting to read and with a surprising ending that I did not see coming
The story itself is unique from other things I've read so far and I enjoyed the tone of the book. It also did a really good job of making the untangible elements of the story very visually tangible. It didn't leave to heavily into the paranormal but hovered in an in-between place where it leds you fill in the blanks of the lore. I really like that.
I love the description of the dark entity following our main character and the role it plays in their life. I am very happy I got this from Netgalley and am looking forward to diving into book 2.

Vandemere Petruska is a trick rider with the circus. He is also named after a horse of legend with the same name. He is a teenager who trying to figure out where he fits in best and how to navigate his relationships with girls that he likes. He lives with his overprotective mother who uses her talents in Magie to read tarot for circus guests. She has tried to help teach Vandemere about his own abilities but he is a stubborn teen who is instead using his dark dreams as a reason that he should avoid his gift.

The story was good and intriguing but slower than I anticipated from the summary. I wish the book had more of an ending that left us satisfied but still intrigued for book 2. I feel like it cut off very abruptly and with no sense of accomplishment for having read the entire story.

Vandemere: Book One of the Circ de Tarot Series by Kimberley D. Tait is an atmospheric coming-of-age tale set in the gritty and mesmerizing world of a 1930s traveling circus. Blending magical realism with family legacy and folklore, the story follows Vandy Petruska as he grapples with his dual heritage—torn between the legacy of a father who abandoned him and the tarot "magie" inherited from his Romanian mother.

Tait’s descriptions of the circus life are vivid and lyrical, evoking the sights, sounds, and dangers of the ring while immersing readers in the unforgiving American Southwest. The narrative is steeped in a sense of fate and destiny, with tarot symbolism woven throughout, adding layers to Vandy’s struggle with his powers and identity.

Vandy is a sympathetic protagonist, but his internal conflict often takes precedence over external action, which can make the pacing feel slow at times. His journey of self-acceptance is compelling, though some supporting characters, particularly those in the circus troupe, feel underdeveloped. The supernatural threat that haunts Vandy is intriguing, but the buildup to its full revelation is somewhat uneven, with moments of tension that don’t always land as intended.

Kyle Shive’s narration captures the mood of the story well, infusing Vandy’s voice with both vulnerability and resilience. However, the slow pace of certain sections is more noticeable in audio format, making some listeners crave more forward momentum.

At 3 stars, Vandemere is a beautifully written but somewhat uneven start to the series. Its rich world-building and exploration of cultural heritage are definite strengths, but the slower pacing and some unresolved plot points may leave readers feeling more intrigued by the promise of the sequel than fully satisfied with this installment. Fans of magical realism, tarot lore, and historical fantasy will likely find much to appreciate in Vandy’s journey.

I found this story juvenile but also too explicit at times. It may be ok for young adults but all in all I found it boring and didn't like any of the characters.

Kyle Shive's narration was ok.

This was an Arc in audio form, rated it 3 stars.

It’s giving paranormal mystery vibes, narrator was good and the start was engaging be interested to see what the 2nd book is like and whether it deliveries more.

Thanks NetGalley

Yea....This book didn't make any sense to be quite honest. I felt there was just a bunch of jargon and an angsty teenage boy throwing his anger out towards the world.

There were some parts that were quite humorous. Teenage boys being horndogs is great lol

I listened to the audiobook and the narrator was pretty okay. I was just tired of hearing Vandy, he's definitely not a reliable main character. I don't plan on reading book two.

Thank you Netgalley for allowing me to listen to the book. Though my thoughts on the books are honest and true, I give the author the best of luck.

Vandemere offers an intriguing narrative that falls just a bit short of being truly exceptional. The book presents an engaging and compelling story, but doesn't quite reach its full potential. While the characters and plot have interesting elements, there's a sense that something is slightly missing from fully capturing my full attention.
There are several nuanced character developments and an atmospheric setting that kept me some what invested, but still strikes a balance between being entertaining and thought-provoking. It is a solid read for those who enjoy literary fiction with subtle depth.

I enjoyed *Vandemere* far more than I expected! Historical fiction isn’t usually my go-to, but this blend of magical realism and 1930's grit hooked me from the start. Vandy’s journey, balancing his Romanian heritage and the eerie magie tied to his family, felt vivid and immersive.

The narrator did a fantastic job capturing Vandy’s raw, emotional character, bringing the story to life with an authentic, moody edge. The circus setting, while a bit unsettling, was deeply engaging and added to the book’s unique charm.

A big thank you to NetGalley and the author for the Advance Listener Copy. I’m looking forward to diving into the sequel, *Fire Horse*. This is definitely a series worth having on your shelf!

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Vandemere offers an intriguing concept—a 1930s circus fantasy—but struggles with execution. The protagonist, Vandy, is difficult to root for due to his objectification of women and lack of character growth. Supporting characters feel stereotypical, and the circus setting lacks vibrancy and depth.

The novel also mishandles sensitive topics, particularly in its portrayal of Shorty, a character with dwarfism, which comes across as exploitative. Pacing is uneven, bogged down by excessive flashbacks and scattered plot points.

Despite its potential and appeal to horse enthusiasts, Vandemere fails to deliver compelling characters or meaningful storytelling.

Kimberley D. Tait's Vandemere audiobook is an enthralling exploration of ambition, betrayal, and the elusive search for meaning Tait masterfully weaves a narrative that is both sharp and emotionally resonant. The audiobook format elevates the experience, thanks to an exceptional narration that captures the nuance of Tait’s prose and brings her characters to life. The narrator’s ability to shift tones seamlessly between moments of tension, introspection, and wit makes the listening experience deeply immersive. What sets Vandemere apart is its balance of a fast-paced, plot-driven narrative with rich character development. Tait invites readers to question the costs of success and the value of authenticity in a world dominated by appearances.

I enjoyed the book. Can't wait to read the second book to continue it. I liked how had it mystery and magic mixed together in a weird way.

Arc -audio from netgalley.
This book had its ups and downs, I loved the scene setting and attention to detail when describing the circus, but sometimes it went off on tangents. The main character Vandemere covers a lot of flashbacks as well as being in the alternate mindset with the magie. His ability was interesting, and I would have liked to delve into this a bit more. I got fed up with the police officer daughter Ellen while he was in hospital and felt she should have been featured less. Also, how did nurse Steel not hunt him down with the weakness he had. I will have to hunt down the next book now as I need to know what happens next.