This was such a fun, bizarre lil book! It's a perfectly bite-sized read teeming with all of the bugs & blood that your horror loving heart could possibly desire. It serves up just the right amount of both silly & sickening, and I thoroughly enjoyed the whole tale. I'll definitely be checking out Drew's full length novel The Divine Flesh asap!

All of my thanks to NetGalley & Drew Huff for the ARC!

Very fun and very weird. It's what it says on the cover, and it's an intense and captivating ride through the whole story. Since it's a novella, it's just the right length for the story it's setting out to tell, and it's the right mix of engaging and gross and bizarre. Definitely will be recommending to readers who are looking to try weird fiction, as well as those who are already lovers of that type of book.

Entertaining, full of bug guts and gore, with a surprising amount of reproducing just found Paul to be a bit too whiny. Overall it is an entertaining read.

Cosmic horror, existential dread, bugs, and dark humor wrapped in a nice little package, with a filament bow. This is definitely one of the most bizarre books I have read in a long time, and I was so here for the wild ride.

A body snatcher-esque story with chaotic writing in the best way, it's easy to say it kept me fully immersed. I would read a whole series about the mirror people, they are so strange and interesting, this story left me wanting to do a deep dive into them. Underneath the unsettling, squelchy body horror really is an emotional story that touches on bodily autonomy, identity, and the push and pull of balance of humanity and inhumanity.
I'm already looking into more stories by Drew Huff.

Thank you to Drew Huff and NetGalley for the ARC copy!

So first off check triggers.

Thank you @netgalley and @druhuf for the opportunity to read this. I told myself I was going to wait to read it until after I caught up on reviews and finishing a few other reads, but I opened it up out of curiosity to check triggers mostly. Then I blocked out the world to read this in one sitting.

I.. loved this. It’s gross and unsettling and also emotional. This is so good. It’s written wonderfully and fluidly. Parts of this are going to feature in my nightmares. This eased a very particular itch I have for horror which is just let it be weird and terrifying and beautiful. This is definitely a new favorite.

this book is about paul, who isn’t paul, and everything that conveys being and being not. it’s weird horror to a t: original, bizarre, and funny, and i really enjoyed the first part of the novel and paul’s characterization. i especially like the use of stream of consciousness as a literary tool and writing style, as i feel it can really transmit what the character is thinking and how the character is feeling in a very unique manner. i enjoyed the plot and the utterly unique take on horror the author presented, but somewhere along the middle of the novella, things started becoming confusing as i felt there were a lot of things happening in what felt like such a short period of time. i think i would have liked to see this story played out in a longer format, where the lore and the world-building (especially around the mirror people and their interactions with the world), was further developed and more clearly presented.

overall, i enjoyed the plot and writing style, but couldn't quite follow the pacing towards the later part of the story. i still would recommend to those who enjoy weird, campy, funny horror reads, though; maybe it wasn't totally for me, but it could be for you.

— all opinions are my own, and i thank netgalley and the author for providing me with an e-ARC for review.

I love eldritch horror. I love campy horror. Paul - who isn't really Paul - is quite endearing for some other worldly bug like creature wearing a human skin suit and I really hope Huff expands more upon these mirror people. I want all the lore!

Thank you to NetGalley for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

wow, this is probably the weirdest book i've ever read in my life, i don't even know how people's brains can come up with this sort of stuff!!

we follow 'paul' who isn't really paul but is instead some strange, parasitic insect known as a 'mirror person' who is wearing paul's skin and living paul's life. it is an absolutely fascinating concept and not once did i know where the story was going to take me, i could not have predicted a single thing but i thoroughly enjoyed it nonetheless. the stream of consciousness writing style took me a little bit to get used to but once i did, i really got into it, and i think the descriptions of the characters and the gorier aspects were all very well done and actually quite humorous.

it's very fast paced and i absolutely flew through it. i would definitely recommend to people who enjoy sci-fi/anything bizarre af!!

If you’re into stories like Annihilation by Jeff VanderMeer or The Thing, this is likely to be a compelling, disturbing read that sticks with you. It’s not a light or comfortable story—but it’s a meaningful and provocative one. It effectively explores identity, bodily autonomy, and alienation, giving the horror real emotional weight. I enjoyed the quick read and it reminded me why I like Drew Huff

This is a weird one...in the best way.

Our main character (Not Paul) is abruptly thrust into an array of emotional obstacles that would take a toll on the most stable of people. If he was a people.... The book deals in underlying obstacles of loss, mental instability and acceptance. Set to the tune of a cosmic monster slasher, while hitting a little to close to home for some.

Its a wild, gory ride!

A bizarre little book, filled with fuckin' bugs. Not sure I could quantify what I liked about this, but it kept me engaged and thinking about some related themes. It took me a little while to get into the story and writing, but when it got going it got going good. The descriptions were great, especially for the eldritch filaments- cool to think about and try to visualize.

A great quick read, which I would maybe categorize as speculative horror. The balance of answered and unanswered questions was perfect in my opinion :)

Today on what on earth did I just read 🤣

This was… definitely a journey that I was not expecting. I should have known being cosmic horror that I would be a bit weirded out by the bizareness of this book but it wasn’t terrible. If you like the genre, you may definitely like this one! It’s a quick read, is fast paced and despite being odd, I did actually enjoy it.

Thanks so much to NetGalley and author for the opportunity to read this book!

This is a weird little book but I thoroughly enjoyed it! If you’re a fan of horror/sci-fi you would also probably like it. It’s a super quick read, I flew through in one sitting (rare for me). I loved the way this was written and thought the concept of mirror people was so unique. I’d read a full length novel based on this plot line and these characters!

This was delightfully weird.
My only criticism is that it was a novella and not a 700 page book. If you’re planning on a follow up, Drew, I am there.

Paul Cattaneo (not Paul) is a travelling salesman with a big secret. The real Paul Cattaneo is dead, and for the last seven years his body has been inhabited by a mirror person. He is a type of hyper empathetic bug, so highly attuned to human feelings that he feels his own kind are an abomination. “Not Paul” desperately wants to fight his urges as a Mirror Person and be human. He settles in to his ordinary life and tries to distance himself from his siblings, sure that when the inevitable urge his kind feels to procreate, he will be strong enough to ignore it. For when their kind procreate and they’re in heat, their humanity and empathy gives way to a total sociopathic nature (cue murderous rampage).

This was such an original concept, the writing flowed so well and I was totally immersed in the story. As Paul (not Paul) comes to learn more about himself as he gets closer to going in to heat, we discover details of the insect like mirror people, their lifespans and how they came to earth. Even though it was a novella, every word packed a punch. Paul (not Paul)’s existential dread is written through a lense of dark humour and wit set against moments of horror and I absolutely loved it.

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Thank you so much to Drew Huff and NetGalley for the ARC. Due to be published November 18 2025.

Thanks to NetGalley and the publishers for this ARC.

Paul has not really been Paul for a long time. He was taken over by a transdimensional parasitic wasp larvae seven years ago. But he doesn't like thinking about that...

Utterly weird and totally original. I read it, enraptured, in one sitting.

There are a few interesting metaphors going on here that at glimpse through from time to time but the story is mostly abstract and, well, alien.

I really enjoyed being taken along for the ride and despite how strange it was, the concepts weren't confusing at any point, which felt like a credit to the writing style.

I look forward to reading more from Drew Huff in future.

This novella gripped me from beginning to end. The main character Paul (but not really) is strict in his mindset of his species and their inhabitance of the planet, but throughout the book, there are subtle shifts leading to a great overarching change. The author strategically packed so much into such a short book about humanity and being inhuman, fighting intrinsic responses and reactions to them, and the nature of existence and acceptance, all in such a strange, gross, and intriguing way. I would read a full length novel about these mirror creatures, and am definitely keeping an eye out for more written by Huff.

A strange and gross novella about parasitic cosmic bugs puppeteering human bodies. I found the authors writing style really easy and fun to read and enjoyed the complexity of the parasitic main character bugs.

Will definitely be checking out more of her work.

My Name Isn't Paul is a quick horror delight about a race of Mirror People, with a focus on one in particular, a collection of sophisticated bug-like creatures capable of mimicking humans and absorbing their memories to ensure they are not detected. Paul Cattaneo, or at least Mirror Paul, has been living this particular life for seven years and he is happy to ignore his true identity as much as he possibly can. After being reunited with his Mirror siblings at a funeral, Paul starts to experiencing signs of going into heat, which brings with it a total sociopathic state and loss of the humanity he has found comfort in.

This is the kind of horror I love because it does a fantastic job of creating an unsettling vibe without a 'scare factor'. The concept of the mirror people and the specifics of their lifespans is really creative and I'm honestly disappointed this is a novella because I would have happily read several hundred pages about these characters and how they find balance between humanity and inhumanity. The descriptions are done really well, they did just enough for me to know what was going on but also they encourage the reader to use their imagination.

My favourite part of this book was how it handled Paul's mental deterioration and how hard he fought not to give into his base instinct. The other mirror people in this book were also explored really well and I loved the foreboding energy of them, you never really know what their intentions are.

Overall, I definitely recommend if you're looking for something a little weird and existential.

🦟🪞👴🏻My Name Isn't...👴🏻🪞🦟

Paul.. he's just your typical middle aged man, he has a loving wife a regular job as a door-to-door salesman a house and a car, ya know, just your average joe... but he isn't a men, he's a mirror person, and he's approaching a very delicate time in their bug life, they're about to be in heat, and they don't know that their life is about to change drastically.

I devoured this book in one day, literally.

If you've read The Divine Flesh, you know there are "Mirror People" that also came into earth many many years ago, they're a type of eldritch creature/bug that can "mirror" people and well, reproduce by the hundreds. Well this story goes into a dive of one of the mirror person's life, Paul, who is having a little bit of a mental episode, they're self loathing, unwilling to accept that they're not human, until its biological clock strikes 12 and they have no choice but to find out.

It's fast paced, hilarious and demented unraveling of the mind of a cosmic monster that has you rooting for them, although you shouldn't. This was a trip, I want to know more stories from the mirror-verse!

On a note, now every time I pass the kitchen and look at the sink I whisper but the babies.

I am forever grateful for Drew, she's an extremely talented writter, artist and person, she had gifted me an early copy of this book, that I later on aquire the updated version through NetGalley, as an e-book ARC.

This story snuck up on me.

The writing is very stream-of-consciousness, so give yourself a few pages to get into the flow of how the story is being told. The disjointed and chaotic way the narrative unfolds is actually kindof beautiful, and really mirrors (pun intended) the way we process emotion.

The story is a relatively common one - a "man" struggles with knowing when or if he's ready to reproduce. But it also has something really interesting to say about grief and loss, feeling alienated from the people around you, and desperately trying to escape your roots. In the end, we all find that the places and people that raised us are intrinsically woven into who we are, and its up to us to decide how we let those influences drive our future.