"Sometimes a person needs to be lost."

Alexander Bidencounts his heart rate as often as he can and recites rap lyrics if itever gets too high. Despite what brought him to the makeshift bedroom in the basement of his mother's apartment, he manages to keep that countlow.

But when an unexpected visitor shows up the weekend he moves to Augustine University, the stable world he constructed for himself is upended.

While new friendships, one-night stands, andpharmaceuticals help him regain a fleeting sense of normalcy, it's in adangerous love affair that his fate lies.

"I haven't read something this honest in a long time."

"An eye opening and relatable book about college life and mental illness."

"The author takes us through the full range of the emotional highs and lows of a typical college student."

This book contains explicit language and adult situations.