Diary of a Pastor's Soul

The Holy Moments in a Life of Ministry

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Pub Date 19 May 2020 | Archive Date 31 Jul 2020

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Christianity Today 2021 Award of Merit (The Church/Pastoral Leadership)

Diary of a Pastor's Soul
tells the story of a fictionalized pastor, embarking on his final year before retirement, who reflects on the experiences and relationships that have formed his vocation and shaped his soul over a lifetime of pastoral ministry.

Drawing on his own experiences, seasoned pastor Craig Barnes invites readers to embrace the life lessons of a pastor who has been formed by his failures and his fleeting moments of glory, but most of all by discovering the holy in the routine but often quirky duties of being a parish pastor.
Through 52 weekly thematic entries, Barnes presents spirituality in narrative form through a collection of interwoven stories about learning to love others with curiosity, amazement, vulnerability, and most of all gratitude for the grace found in flawed lives.

Barnes's fictionalized diary approach creatively shows how the pastoral vocation forms mind, heart, and soul, helping pastors make sense of their own calling. With unvarnished honesty, this book eloquently illustrates a lifetime of ministry, revealing how "the Holy haunts the landscape of life."
Christianity Today 2021 Award of Merit (The Church/Pastoral Leadership)

Diary of a Pastor's Soul
tells the story of a fictionalized pastor, embarking on his final year before retirement, who reflects...

Advance Praise

 “Pastors know that there’s no one who understands the particular challenges and joys of ministry better than Craig Barnes. When you read this diary, Craig’s delight in, exasperation with, and love for the church is manifest. He’s had a privileged look at us from his vantage as pastor, preacher, teacher, and our nation’s most prominent seminary president. Has this preacher got a way with words! In this rich collection of some of Craig’s best thoughts on the Christian ministry, pastors will find much encouragement and guidance, and anybody else will discover why the pastoral ministry is such a serious, joyful, demanding, and ultimately fulfilling vocation.”—Will Willimon, United Methodist Bishop (retired); professor of the practice of Christian ministry, Duke Divinity School; author of Accidental Preacher: A Memoir  
“A wise mentor once told me that, apart from a theology of vocation, being a pastor is the best job in the world. In any given week, a pastor is a scholar, author, teacher, counselor, entrepreneur, and manager of a small business. In addition, people invite a pastor into the most sacred, joyful, and intimate spaces and times in life. In this fascinating and beautifully written book, Craig Barnes, employing a creative format, lovingly reveals the challenges and privileged blessings of the pastoral vocation. I found myself nodding in recognition at his insights on the loss of Saturday night, doing a wedding for a nonbeliever, and the Vows section of the Sunday New York Times being surprisingly short on traditional church weddings presided over by a pastor. I smiled as well at his description of the Blessed Church Lady and the congregant who, during the greeting after worship, suggested that he find a new barber. Craig Barnes loves being a pastor and finds surprising grace even in ordinary ecclesiastical minutiae. I couldn’t put the book down.”—John M. Buchanan, former editor and publisher, the Christian Century  
“Craig Barnes offers readers a diary full of grace and truth about pastoral ministry. His writing is a salve for the human soul. But more than that, the Holy haunts this book.”—Luke A. Powery, dean of Duke University Chapel, Duke University, and associate professor of homiletics, Duke Divinity School  
“Craig Barnes has more gifts than anyone has a right to have, and many of them shine in Diary of a Pastor’s Soul: simple and beautiful eloquence, spiritual poignancy and finesse, brilliance in vulnerability, predictability woven in with surprise, and hope that knows the inseparability of sorrow and laughter. The meal Barnes offers us is served up like a harvest of ordinary ruminations from a pastor’s soul. It gradually turns out, however, to be more like sitting at Babette’s feast, prepared by one specially gifted by God to show us how local and seasonal ingredients of pain, beauty, and faith can be more than enough to reveal a table that is actually laden with truth and grace—for the people and even for the pastor. Take and eat.”—Mark Labberton, president, Fuller Theological Seminary

“Pastors know that there’s no one who understands the particular challenges and joys of ministry better than Craig Barnes. When you read this diary, Craig’s delight in, exasperation with, and love...


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This portrait of a year in the life of a minister preparing for retirement rings true to life in every detail and could only have been written by someone who has spent many years behind the pulpit himself. From the rhythms of the church calendar, to the nuances of church politics, clergy picking up this book will see their own lives, frustrations, and joys reflected almost too accurately (such as arriving at the hospital to visit someone who has just left!). For those serving in a role that can often be isolating, Barnes provides the encouraging voice of a veteran of the church who has seen it all and continues to love God and God’s people. This book is a gift to clergy, a glimpse behind the curtain for laypeople, and should be made mandatory reading for anyone who has ever questioned why the minister gets paid so much for only working one hour a week!

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An insightful look into the inner life of a pastor. Written as a diary of the pastor’s last year in ministry before retirement, the book deals with all aspects of the life of a pastor of a small church. From domineering parishioners, Saturday nights devoted to final sermon preparation, to the reality of being visible to the world, emotionally and spiritually, the book is a jewel of introspection.
When I read the biography of the author, it was apparent that this book is fiction. My pastor once told me that he wanted to write a novel, but he feared that everyone would see themselves in the characters and resent his use of their life stories. Barnes has avoided the obvious comparison with real parishioners, but the conflicts and characters he describes are very realistic. I assume there was a real Mrs. Parker during his ministry—or several of them.
Highly recommended.
Thanks to the publisher and NetGalley for providing an advance reader copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

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Absolute great read from a wise experienced pastor’s viewpoint. Should be read by all pastors starting out alone.

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What goes on in a pastor's life? For most people, they tend to see the pastor praying or preaching on stage every Sunday. They don't really know what happens on the other days. While most people would describe their lives as being defined by some crisis or sensational event, the challenge is to learn to pay attention to the ordinary. This is where pastor Craig Barnes manages to share with us, his daily ordinary work in the midst of a busy ministry. In this book, Barnes shares wittingly often with humour about his life as a pastor.

Right off the bat, he recalls the challenge of dealing with older parishioners who are resistant to change. Some tend to view God's mission in terms of preserving the "temple," such as physical assets like building, structure, facilities, and so on. He understands what it means for pastors to serve anonymously and faithfully. His sharing about his own wife would easily debunk anybody dreaming that pastors' wives are perfect! I believe pastors appreciate that others not put their spouses on the "holier-than-thou" pedestal. Only God is holy. I appreciate how Barnes differentiate "expectations" from "expectancy." The former presumes some intention that is somewhat negative, while the latter removes all such presumptions and be ready to listen. He talks about the reality of loneliness where it is hard to distinguish between pastor and friend with a member of the Church. His sense of calling is essentially about serving all, regardless of whether they are for or against you. His sharing about Mac the custodian is a touching story of how people of good intentions clash with one another, and how there is that need for forgiveness and redemption in a broken world.

What is most interesting is in his interactions with people, how he deals with the different expectations from them about what pastors should be doing. Clearly, while pastors shepherd the flock, they are not there to pander to every kinds of requests. Barnes writes about him mentoring others as well as the need to be mentored by someone. For the latter, it is more like lending a listening ear to the hurts of a pastor. He shares openly about his journey through cancer and the importance of learning to interact with people struggling with the same kind of issues. Between being a cancer patient and a pastor, his calling as pastor comes first.

My Thoughts
Firstly, I appreciate how the author reminds us that ministry must be based upon a constant and regular dependence on the Good Shepherd. Learn to be like the sheepdog who is always listening to the promptings of the shepherd. This listening is about attending to the essential rather than the frivolous needs of the congregation. As ministers trained and equipped with lots of skills and knowledge, it is tempting to try to do ministry based on our own wisdom and strength. The age-old advice is crystal clear: In order to shepherd well, we need to be shepherded ourselves. Pastors can only do their jobs well if they know where the source of strength and motivation comes from. Ministry is not about money, less about fame. It is about learning to deal with routine and the ordinary events of life. If one seeks adventure and excitement, do something else. This is about faithfulness, where just as God pays attention to the ordinary person, we need to do the same, as ministers in Jesus' Name. I like the way Barnes challenges us "not to rise above the ordinary routines but to find the holiness in them." That is worth the price of the book!

Secondly, it takes a pastor to know what a pastor is going through. This book drives home a lot of unspoken emotions in the hearts of many pastors. It is one profession that only a pastor can really understand. One particularly poignant example was Barnes's encounter with a young member who complains how he has been hurt by the church. Barnes on reflection shares this gem: "The church hurt his feelings? So what? The church hurts my feelings almost every day. At its best we're a community of flawed sinners whose aspirations are higher than not hurting each other, but along the way we inevitably do exactly that." Somehow, this strikes a chord. Pastors tend to live with a weight of expectations that pastors are unable to carry. They are not superhuman persons. They are flesh and blood who are as vulnerable as any parishioner out there. Yet, by these expectations, pastors are judged and left to carry the blame on behalf of the rest of the church. Everyone will disappoint someone eventually. Pastors are not immune from that. It reminds me of the need to constantly forgive one another as Jesus has taught us. Anyone who refuses to forgive have forgotten that all people including make mistakes.

Finally, Barnes reminds us how important it is to have spiritual friends. The importance of forming relationships with likeminded people should never be underestimated. We need people who are able to journey with us in the marathon of ministry. No man is an island. The pastor should never do ministry alone, even though much of the work is often done alone. What is necessary is to work on the loneliness of the soul. At least two thing are necessary. First and foremost, this loneliness can only be met by God alone. The long road of ministry is never meant for one to travel alone. God has promised to be with us. Sometimes, we feel as if we are alone. These are times in which we need to pray and to seek the Lord more. This is the main reason why pastors ought to be prayer warriors first and foremost. Out of this prayer life comes the vitality of a nourished soul. Studying the Bible is important. Performing pastoral care is necessary. That is why we need to examine and renew the source of the motivation to study and the motivation to care: Our personal relationship with Jesus. The second thing comes as a direct offshoot of the first, to let someone else walk with us. This could be our good friends, spouses, or even a distant mentor. Fellow pastors from another church are also good choices.

I highly recommend this book for all in ministry.

M. Craig Barnes (PhD, University of Chicago) is president of Princeton Theological Seminary in Princeton, New Jersey, where he also serves as professor of pastoral ministry. He previously taught at Pittsburgh Theological Seminary and has pastored several churches. Barnes frequently speaks and preaches across the country, writes regularly for the Christian Century, and is the author of numerous books, including Searching for Home, When God Interrupts, Sacred Thirst, Hustling God, The Pastor as Minor Poet, and Yearning.

Rating: 4.75 stars of 5.

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