How do you turn an accidental life into an authentic one? How do you find the place where you fit in?

Paul Anthony’s first memoir describes a search for meaning and belonging that was motivated by a fractured relationship with his mother. The wall that blocked their maternal bond in time rose up between him and others–at home, school, work, and with friends and lovers. How could he find a way to surmount that wall? How could he resolve the struggle in his heart between the need to love and the hatred ignited by her rejection? His very life hung in balance as his quest led him to steamy jungles, frozen mountains, and even to the depths of his darkest dreams.

But when he finally discovered the key to unlock his mystery of himself, would he have what it took to use it?

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