This deeply honest memoir invites readers into one family’s journey through devastating loss, raw grief, and the hard work of worship and surrender in the darkest valley. After receiving a fatal diagnosis for their unborn son, Esther and Clint navigate the long road of anticipatory grief, community support, and the bittersweet blessing of meeting their miracle baby, Isaac, for just forty-three hours. Through every chapter—diagnosis, birth, loss, and the slow, unexpected path to healing—Esther vulnerably explores the intersection of sorrow and faith, wrestling with impossible questions and discovering God’s grace in places she never imagined.

With open-handed candor and gentle wisdom, this book is a companion for parents and families walking through similar pain, as well as for anyone longing to see evidence of beauty and redemption on the far side of suffering. My Song in the Night is a testament to the sustaining power of faith, the comfort of community, and the hope that can rise even from the ashes of loss—a song of praise, even when the world goes dark.