'A magnificent debut' CLARE LESLIE HALL, author of BROKEN COUNTRY

'Intelligent and very moving' ROSIE PRICE, author of WHAT RED WAS

'A truly sublime novel' HANNAH BEER, author of I MAKE MY OWN FUN

'Delivers heartache, euphoria and the unfathomable puzzle of family with singular brilliance' SIERRA GREER, author of ANNIE BOT

Susan Bliss is trying to make it all work. In L.A., she’s a burgeoning star with big hair and tight jeans, smouldering on the nation’s favourite TV drama. But in quiet New England, she’s wife to a history professor and raising two young twins, trying to keep the family on track. What she doesn't know is that there isn't enough time to do it all.

Viola and Sebastian can barely remember the woman who raised them, and their father has never acknowledged her fame.

But the past can’t stay hidden forever, and as the teenaged twins pursue the secrets Susan left behind, they spin off in different directions. Sebastian plunges down an investigative rabbit hole. And Viola falls for the movie star Orson Grey, who was once her mother's co-star.

A novel about obsession and ambition, about love and the myths we create for each other. Everyone has their family secrets, but what happens when you aren't there to tell your story?

‘EXQUISITE! … I can’t wait to read this again and discuss it with my book clubs’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘A soap star mom living a double life … This book is fully of messy families, complicated women and just enough drama to keep things juicy!’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘A love story that has so many obstacles’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘Nostalgic, poetic … each storyline came back around in a circle’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘This book was written like a work of art’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘I loved it’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘Wow. That was a hell of a debut … Her commentary on life, love and legacy felt thought-provoking and impactful’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘The writing in this novel pulls you in and the characters keep you there’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘Weaves together moments of heartbreak with scenes of high drama’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘A family drama that will pull you in from the beginning’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘One of the most moving books I’ve read in a long time … It’s extraordinary when a debut novel is this good about family drama!’

‘I cried for the lost childhoods, the struggle to find a middle ground. Please read this so we can talk’

‘A story of sibling love, loss, and the cost of following your dreams … and all the drama that the title promises, this novel is a must-add for book club calendars’