They called it peacekeeping. But for Lindsey Ryan, the war never ended.

Three years ago, a semi-inflated football and a curious little girl changed everything. One explosion. Two bodies. A lifetime of guilt. Now, Corporal Lindsey Ryan spends her days saving the city of Cork’s troubled youth—and her nights fighting a private war against the demons in her head.

Lindsey is certain she’s being watched. Her doctors call it PTSD. Her friends call it a relapse. But as the "accidents" mount and the blurred lines of her reality begin to bleed, Lindsey realizes the threat isn't just in her mind. Someone is hunting her. Someone who wants to finish what started in the Golan Heights.

In a world of blue helmets and blackouts, the most dangerous enemy is the one you never see coming. And this time, they won’t stop until the job is done.

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